stress
I haven’t had acupuncture for 2 weeks now and I can really feel it. I’m having a horrible bout of rapid heart beat/surge of adrenaline. I hate it. Somehow I have got to figure out a way to acknowledge the shit that comes in and then let it roll right off……. how the hell am I supposed to do this?!! Someone has to juggle the bills, keep everything and everyone running smoothly and keep myself walking down the rosy path. How the fuck do we handle the stress and not remove ourselves from the mainstream of society in the process? I really don’t get it. It seems to me the only way to remove the stress is to really draw myself inward and focus only on my family and myself. I’ve never been good at taking care of myself(great at nurturing everyone else) and I guess now I’m feeling the affects.
Just putting this out there into cyberspace hoping if I put it in “print” perhaps I’ll take my own advice and figure it out……
